Friday, October 21, 2011 ,11:10 PM

♥ reginaaaa

my mum got home and juz scolded me-.-.

one of the reasons was coz when she called me in the evening juz now, i was in the middle of sleeping. so i was woken up by the call luh. so i picked up and my tone was kinda like in an impatient tone. of course lah i juz woke up by her call leh! and i was supeeer tired so will b like impatient lah coz wan go bak to slp mah. yeah and she scolded me -_-

next, she's saying that ive been going out a lot this year.
please lor. i tink ive been goin out lesser leh. coz busy wif school stuffs and maybe also church stuffs. that is not equal to going out please. and its hard to find ppl to go out nowadays coz all got their own schedule wat.
and today's the first time i went out after exams to play. AND I DIDNT EVEN ASKED HER FOR MONEY OKAY. wth? she haven even give me bak my money which i used to pay for a school programme lor! coz she tat time say she no money, so i payed myself first.
wl you know how hard isit for me to save money or not. zzzzz. my allowance everyday is like gangganghao for me to eat for both recess and lunch eh.
and she also dont know how many events or meetups or whatever tat i rejected so tat i dont have to ask my parents for money so as to help them save money. and then sometimes i get 'scolded' by my friends for not going out wif them hahahaha.
i feel so wronged seriously.

then she scoled my saying tat my talkin tone towards her changed also.
and she said tat i learn from my group of friends BLABLABLA.
please lor. i tink all my friends their tone towards their family members are so much nicer to mine LOL. and neither do all my close friends have a bad attitude etc so how i learn from them -.-?
and hello im 15 i know what is right and what is wrong do you possibly tink ill learn to do wrong tings from my friends -.-? its like my tone towards my family members is they 'force' me to use tat kind of tone towards them lor. for eg. i scold my brother in my head lol. i dont do that to my friends etc. is coz he's like so &%@#$^&^# that im like stopping myself from scolding out loud but ill be scolding him in my head. :X sorry but yah.

others, i lazy explain liao.
she's like always scolding/nagging at me from her own views only.
nvr bother to find out the reason or explaination for stuffs.
even if i state out the reason, like juz now i said tat i juz woke up, she will continue scolding one lor saying tats not an excuse.
i feel sosososososo wronged everytime . -_-